hey!!
Its mikhailia...my first real official blog...i am really into rock and the whole punk thing lol i love the emo thing...ok and i am also really into the whole random type of thing..i was a soccer player and you could actually call me one of the guys..hint..hint i am a tom boy kinda..
I am 13 and my birthday is on the 15 november ( i am scorpio)...the real actual reason i decided to create a blog because my close friend has one....
live your life to the fullest...thats one of my many mottos...i am really happy actually to be alive...this might sound weird for a teenager to say that but come to think about it,it is very true...i have had many expriences with seeing love ones die from diseases such as cancer.
To love, well i wouldnt know how to exactly explain that because i actually havnt exprienced love in my life..i know you should love your parents but in my circumstance i dont love my mother... i know you might think like i am a rebel or some sort but i am not in anyway rebelious..its just that we have drifted and she is not the same person that i knew...dont get me wrong i love her but as i said some circumstances are impossible to overcome and not even words can comprehend the pain i have exprienced concerning my family...
There is not a single memory i can think of that my family have told me they love me and that they proud of me performing well in academics but its not like that at all i get blamed for everything..my aunt and uncle are responsible for me because i am in foster care...the thing is that they treated me badly and after i have reported that i was called a liar and apparently i did that for attention...oh my god if i was looking for attention i would've been more realistic about it...do they think i am retarded?!
I really dont know what to do...because rather believe the adults over the children, right? that fucking sucks because i have had such a tough life with many obsticles that i had to overcome but in the end i dont know what will left of me...everything has gotten me to the edge and to much sometimes but thats life for me!!!
Trails and trabulations...not sure if i understand the complete definition i dont think i will ever until my dying day and then there will be my judgement day...whoa i sound so wise but maybe everything is meant to be...i believe in destiny...and everything serves a reason...
When times feel tough you have to be strong...life has many obsticles for each and everybody to overcome...you might question why life is like that..there is no right and wrong answer...to put it briefly no logical explanation...
